Enter my world, and fi ght my fi ght. I'm surrounded by the darkness; trying to escape to the light. With no way to explain all of the pain I feel, and I lie to the ones I love; just to protect them from the real. I've been molested, raped, and sold for money. With a past so dark; I had more sex than a playboy bunny. But now I'm a grown woman; a strong woman, and I don't mind being alone. Because living in this world; you have to learn to make it on your own. I don't need a man to defi ne me; because having relations only blinds me; from the path that I must never astray. But if I shall ever fi nd myself lost, than my strong sister's will show me the way. Leading away from the lies of lust, loneliness, and leaning on men; who can't guide me to the luscious luxury of everlasting life and love. Constantly shaping and molding me; you say that it's cautious caring, but it just feel like you're controlling me. But I can't express to you about how I feel; so I write upon the pages that you are forbidden to see. I am a woman; who is stressed out with life. And I feel like no one else in the world can bare my pain; like the pages of my dark diary!